afternoon surprise

i have a problem

i keep getting up out of bed to use the internet. this is WRONG.

learned the hard way #2

spending $1,300 in one month on credit doesn’t make you any happier in the long run. it just puts more shit in your house and leads to less freedom in life.

i'm quitting smoking

mayonnaise:

humansare:

i know i’ve done this before, but this time i feel like the odds are in my favor. i’m sick and smoking is making it worse, i just smoked my last cigarette and don’t have money for any more, and it’s 15 minutes before dec 1st.
so as of december 1st i am quitting smoking. i understand that i will probably have a hard time, and will slip and smoke one or two cigarettes here and there, but i am really going to try to do it this time. i’m too broke to be throwing away 8 or 9 dollars on a pack of cigarettes daily. that’s like 60 dollars a week! $240 a month! i could be saving that money for something great or paying off credit card bills or just not adding to credit card bills. so no more. i’m too poor. maybe one day when i’ve always got 200 dollars in my pocket again. until then, i quit.

does this mean ur less cool?

i haven’t decided yet. i never thought smoking was “cool” so i don’t know how i’m going to judge whether or not there is a change. it might make me less cool for “being healthy” but it might make me more cool for “being smart.” actually, what am i talking about?? i’m still the coolest bitch on the east coast.

learned the hard way #1

gargling with diet cherry pepsi doesn’t help a sore throat. (it just makes it hurt really badly for 40 seconds)

i'm quitting smoking

i know i’ve done this before, but this time i feel like the odds are in my favor. i’m sick and smoking is making it worse, i just smoked my last cigarette and don’t have money for any more, and it’s 15 minutes before dec 1st.
so as of december 1st i am quitting smoking. i understand that i will probably have a hard time, and will slip and smoke one or two cigarettes here and there, but i am really going to try to do it this time. i’m too broke to be throwing away 8 or 9 dollars on a pack of cigarettes daily. that’s like 60 dollars a week! $240 a month! i could be saving that money for something great or paying off credit card bills or just not adding to credit card bills. so no more. i’m too poor. maybe one day when i’ve always got 200 dollars in my pocket again. until then, i quit.

craving apple crisp
SOMEONE HELP A SICK BITCH OUT PLZ

guess what! i can't sleep!!

my throat is killing me. i am starving. i just realized that classes end on dec 10 for me which is beautiful and wonderful. i only have to drive to college and back 6 more times this semester (aside from finals.) i only have to think about going to class 6 more times. i only have to sleep in philosophy 4 more times! i only have to play farmville in journalism 2 more times! unfortunately i have finals until very late in the month. that’s ok, they’ll be easy. my spring schedule will only be 2 days a week. 10-8 on one day and 10-6 on another. it won’t be that bad. i do have school tomorrow and so i am sad because i don’t feel well and i’m not going to be better by 11am tomorrow. i need to shower because i’m greasy from sweating (thanks to my fever.) i can’t shower right now. i am going to eat a whole bag of potato chips because i am convinced eating helps my sore throat. it feels weird. i’m also obsessed with paying off my credit cards. i can’t wait until february when i get that big fat financial aid check in the mail. $2000. my balance? $2000. this is gonna be so delicious. i didn’t leave my house even for 5 minutes today.

i am so angry right now